Complaining

In life we are taught at a young age about not complaining and not to worry. Yet in this lifetime, that is so hard to do. For me, I have to deal with a family who is deluded by being victims and materialism, living in Mississippi and being a homosexual I would say one has a lot to worry about. I am always the one to smile and brush things off but lately I can barely wake up with a smile on my face because I'm so depressed about my life and how things are in the world. I have come to learn that everyone is not looking out for your best interest. Hell some people don't even care about themselves which shows me that they wouldn't give a damn about me either. I Thank God for the blessings that I have so far but I know in the end only I can help me. In life our family and friends can only do so much to be there. It is time that most of us just do it own our own and be grateful. We must stop complaining about what if and what coulda been and focus on the now and what needs to be done to better our lives.. In society today their is a big confusion between needs and wants and our wants have taken over which causes people to loose sight on real life and how fucked up in can be. I'm just saying people, if you want something done right, then do it yourself. The world is not going to stop because you did.